Well the kids are all hopped up and ready to go
They're ready to go now
They got their surfboards
and they're going to the discotheque au go go
But she just couldn't stay she had to break away
Well new york city San Francisco really has is all oh yeah,
oh yeah sheena is a punk rocker sheena is a punk rocker sheena is a punk rocker nooooooooooooooooooooooooooow !

I really can't figure out why I love baseball so much.

--Today I woke up early to take my sister to school and when I came back I tried to go to sleep again and I couldn't so I put on my recorded Giants game from the last day of the season. I went to sleep. I figure it's because it's something comfertable to me. Hearing Kruk and Kuip is like hearing my mom and dad talk..not literally, just that I'm used to it. So yeah now I woke up and decided to watch it. I still don't really know why I like it so much. It's such a simple sport. Stick, ball, run the bases. But for some reason I'm really drawn to it and I don't know why. Maybe it's the heart and soul these players play with. The intesity. Maybe because my favorite uncle died a die-hard Giants fan and this is what keeps him alive in our hearts. It probably has many contributing factors that will be kept a mystery from me.

--Watching J.T take his last stading O as a Giant almost made me cry, again. I really can't picture him as a Red Sox. That's so ugly. :[ . Oh yeah I fucking love Randy Winn ! He's so modest yet so great. Stupid Tomko...making Ortmeir feel dumb even tho he was the one wrong in the first place. Fucking Dodger. Bum! & while we're on that note..Fuck you Kent! :D

--I can't wait til Fanfest. It's gonna be so great to see my ballpark family again. I miss those girls and guys.

p.s. Go Escogido, pull it off boys!

Tired.

I'm so fucking annoyed to have to listen to my sisters emo teenager cry for attention phase. I mean I know she's going through all that hormonal crap but um telling me you hate me and that I make your life miserable is not cool. Especially when I wake up at 6:30 am every morning (even though I'm on vacation) just to take you to school when you could be taking the damn bus. Or help you do your Spanish homework. Or you need to go to the store. I'm not a damn tutor or chauffer but I still do it. I love being taken for granted :] ! Being Used is glorious! Shit. Sometimes I wish I could be living in my condo now so I don't have to put up with this crap but I'm poor and I'm in debt so no can do. I think I really need baseball, it was my only real getaway..All I have is work..and I can't think with my boss yelling at me to do stuff. I need to hang out with my friends more. I decided I hate men now (but I'm not a Lesbian). Most men. I'm sure there's good too...I hope. I kinda have a love hate relationship with men. Want one. Dont want one. Cant find one. Dont care. Hate. Heh cool.

Yeah..

Im missing something..

But what?